I guess every time it happens, I am stuck with the same question of why. Why can't I just learn from Kyle, he does this crap all the time? Or Justin, he's a good one, messes up like everyday? Why is it that I must learn after mistakes are made? Ahhh.
And it seems that the more I go without stepping on toes, or getting pulled over, or over drafting, the more I'm called naive, ignorant and young. I can't understand why respect only comes from being stupid and making the same mistakes as everyone else.
So here I am, stuck, messing up, trying to learn, but she already walked out.